Lucas is down

With all the anxiety focusing on when I am going to give birth, it's such an excruciating trial for me when both my boys at home are not 100% too!

Ok, soon to be 3 boys and a nagging woman... This woman really for once feel so lost! There is hardly a chance when any of the boy fall ill and this woman can't handle it but now... It's the environment that doesn't consent to her taking charge of the whole situation in caring for her boys! And she feels so miserable!!! Luckily for her, there is also one woman she can entrust both her boys to... That is my mother in law. (I tell you.. Even Bella is feeling a little not 100% oh dear!) for me, she is my consolation to these two boys for now!!