Winning and Losing

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

2nd day of school

Lucas... My love..
Today is 2nd day of school at BRMCK..
Again, I woke up late at 825am!
We rushed and rushed.. Luckily, there is papa to spoil us again.. He drove us to school yeah!!
We were almost late but yes, we r in time!

How's Lucas performance today? Heeeheee.. As they hold on to the donut ring to walk from the carpark to the classroom, he started crying. I realised that this happens when he hears other children crying.. Then he starts to look for me. I keep telling him "mummy is right behind u darling!".. yes it dint help :(



So the kids of 2 yrs old walked together.. All the way to the classroom. Right after that, he teachers lined the kids up again and they headed to the toilet to pee n wash hands. This was where they grow up. Why? Because the parents are not allowed to go in and the door have to be closed! Straight away, the kids started screaming super loudly, all calling for their mummies. It's so loud, I can feel myself swallowing real hard. And thoughts of regrets goes into my mind.. Why did I let him start school so young.. No no, I cannot remain outside, I hv to go. So quickity steps, I went to the administrative office to buy the school bag - to distract myself!!


About 15 mins later, I am all set and went outside the class to peep.. Teachers locked the room so that no mummies can go in and no smart kids can open the door to run out.. :)

At first I can't find him.. He was standing at a blind spot.. Then in no time, I saw him still weeping a little but in another 20 mins time, he seemed better. The 2nd assistant teacher managed to speak to him in English and he allowed her to feed him (she was telling him after eating, they will have strengthh to go find mummy!) clever!

Anyway it's a short 1 Hr plus class and another mummy who was allowed to stay in class gave me a thumbs up Hand signal to tell me that Lucas is doing good! Yeah.. At least the teachers did managed him!!



I told Tatwei (papa) that we have to do this. It's now or 2 years time... Sigh.. My heart still aches looking at his tearing pics.. Shall put up smiling pics tomorrow. Tomorrow is the last day I can stay in barker road Methodist church kindergarten.. From thurs onwards, we can only drop them at the assembly area and will have to go..



Lucas, please be brave.. Mummy will be too..
No more tears babes!!

Here are some of the pics I managed to take -














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