Weird dream

I dreamt of someone who used to be close... A friend...

We were at a restaurant... I know I was hugging her n then I kept apologising. She felt so real.. So real.

Then I woke up and realised its not real. Maybe I miss her. But she was the one who dumped me in a way! Even her bloody husband refused to help me find out why. I don even know what my crimes were and that's why I exploded in an old blog and blasted her with her insensitiveness and unfeelingness as a supposedly BFF.

Well maybe she was right. I tot she stepped away becos she tot I found my sibling and she doesn't like her none. I guess she was really right cos that sibling was never one. In fact a thief she was and is and forever will be. Her name is donkey dawn chia Ching go-and-die. She was a downright thief and I didn't know that. I was so dumb to believe in reunited family. It was never meant to be.

But then the old friend never said anything why she decided to step away or move away from my life. The reason was only my speculation. She never answer my question. It was like "you are supposed to know what u did wrongly" type of thing. And I seriously know none!

Time flies. She had chosen a new cliche of friends to be with. I never blame her. Maybe it's time for her to move on without me. Her new BFF was tall n pretty n super fair like from china. But maybe that's what click.

I never since had another BFF... Too much hurt.. I no longer trust BFF... I just couldn't get over it I guess. My BFF for these few years has always been my only sister... Related by blood.. Never to forsake.. Never to give up.. Bella. ;)