Going to school

It's not easy for me to wake up at 630am everyday.. So I wake up at 645... Make milk, bath my toddler darling, make cereal or oatmeal and pack him up the school bus. Monday to Friday.

But I am glad I did it. It's a wonderful feeling. Although its tiring to have to put him to bed at 830-9pm everyday and then the routine continues.

I sees parents especially mommies getting up at 5am like Bella to do this routine. It's amazing what mommies can do and will do for their children.

Prior to that, nobody tells me what a mommy have to be committed in this sense. It's seems a norm that all woman should know this. But wait, how is it that I do not know?!!

Commitment to a husband then commitment to our children. Sometimes I wished I am a 9-5 working mom so that these responsibilities can be either thrown to the maid or the in laws or parents. Haha! Easy to throw away the kids's responsibilities once you have a job.

But I have chosen this path. The path to tiredness and heavy responsibility to behave like a maid at times. I am not sure if this is for life. But for now, I love to be with Lucas all my time. Even if I have to sacrifice my morning.