Winning and Losing

Friday, May 18, 2012

18 may 2011

In my arms

Thursday, May 17, 2012

16 May 2012

Bryan was discharged on 13th and today is 16th... It's a good 4 days.. How time flies..

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

19th day

Monday, May 14, 2012

13 may 2012 Sunday

On the first day of Bryan being home, mil tried driving me mad.

1. She told hubby to tell me when bf, cannot feet fed up else it will create toxic n pass to the infant. It doesn't seem to be hurtful or wrong. What is wrong is I am struggling to latch him n here mil is saying like it seem so easy...

2. I Took out Bryan blanket as I wanted to wake him up to feed then she say how can? When she took over she wrapped him properly n he drink fast fast. I told her ya the USA n kkh nurses are all wrong to tell me that if want to wake him up for milk, take out blanket.

3. When gg home, I wore one premee romper n a top with a blanket. As its hot at home, I told her to take out the top as its v hot n she refused!

4. I told her to on the fan she refused.

5. Told her not to bring any more plates etc n she still bring 3 more.

On the first night home
Mil n hubby already increase his milk from hospital 45ml to 50ml... A big jump

Bryan slept with mil

Monday, May 7, 2012

Appreciation

It's for you.
You know who you are.

"So it's lucky for me that u found me :) not only I had someone in a way to go through the whole complicated pregnancy, I have someone sharing her power milk with my son...

Combining our milk power, Bryan grew :) from 1680-1685-1695-1722-1760-1808... :)

Sometimes in life, we must take a step back n appreciate those around us.. It may not be her.. One may say.. But who cares... She has indeed come into our lives, interacted with me, my babies, my hubby... She has touched out lives one way or another..

I hope I have affected her too :) with all my CCB knn kns etc etc... Lolxxx... She is the amiable girl next door hole I am the Si ah Lian... Lucky we manages to find love in each other..

I have a proposal... Let's see how we can click when we meet up :)

It's to u.. The girl staying in bedok... South.. Avenue.. I forgot what number.. Wahhahahha but ur address has been marked n pinned in my iPhone gps.. U can hide but I am gonna find u no matter what.. For now :)

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Bryan

We did kangaroo hug n let him latch on to suckle to sleep on 5 may 2012: Vesak day of 2011.

He is very cute as he fell asleep sucking. It's not time for milk so we know it's not milk he want, he want pacifier!

Lucas

After scolding him n refusing to bring him to school, his dad decide to bring him himself.

Already very upset, he came to me and ask "mommy, do u want to come with us?" I saiid "no" and he turned his back n almost walked away n then I felt so mean... So I told him to come and told him I don't like crying children n children who throw temper. And kissed him n he nodded his head. Felt like crying n say I m sorry for screaming at u just now.

Saturday, May 5, 2012

My Lucas

He saw me massaging or squeezing my breasts then he came over n put his hand on my breasts n squeeze just as hard n he saw the milk n he said "wow so much milk milk!" then I burst out laughing